Happy belated Thanksgiving! I made it home for the holiday! Flew home at the very day of Thanksgiving. I liked it because I got to see many people heading home for the holiday, and being welcomed by their family when they're being picked up from the airport. :) I had such a fun day at home with my mom and dad. We played games and laughed a lot and ate good delicious food for dinner! Yum! We had quails that tasted so delicious! Dad is such a fascinating cook! along with yams, mash potatoes, gravy and stuffing and garlic bread. I brought home the pie which was an apple cranberry crumb pie. It was very good! Everything was. =] Im happy to be home even though its only for 4 days but now I cant wait for winter break and Christmas holiday. How was everyones Thanksgiving? I hope you had a great one too!

A new love in my life...♥

This camera will soon be in my hands! :D im excited because I been looking for another film camera to play with besides my Holga 135bc camera and it happens that my friend Ed has had this promaster 2500pk super film camera and he never has used it. So he asked me if I would be interested in buying it because he wants to get rid of it. I of course totally want it! I see it is originally around $150 or so but he's giving it to me for $50 , not too bad. Maybe I can get him to lower the price :p haha but seriously once I have this camera I feel I would once again be inspired to take photography! funnn! :D

photo below is a picture taken using promaster 2500pk super. I really like it!

forgotten. left out. ignored.
still finding myself
who am i ?
what is my purpose?
oh...how i feel so lost at times.
so so lost
can someone take my hand?
guide me and keep me close
don't ever let me go
keep me safe
keep me happy

you helped me forget a haunting past
the one who broke a sentimental heart
deep within me
everyday that person would be on my mind
knowing though how he left a broken being in tears
alone and afraid
the touch of your lips was like magic
something sweet was there
then you disappear one night
and in my thoughts you remain

I cannot wait for Thanksgiving. I get to go home to the hood haha and see my parents and eat real food at last! oh yeah. I have plans on getting a ukulele soon but I just promised myself I wouldnt be buying things I truly don't need. But sometimes I have the urge to buy new clothes or anything that gets my attention but really now, i need to spend less and save more right now. Im so glad I have a job though. Its going very well and I get along with several of my co workers :) Its a friendly team. I am still currently reading 'The Girl with the Dragon Tattoo' but I am almost done! I saw the movie last night and it was A W E S O M E ! well i cant wait to finish the book now so I can finally start a new one. Oh I cant wait for my hair to grow more. I have those days when i feel like a mess and ugly. I hate having bad hair days haha. Sometimes I want to have a boyfriend, sometimes I'm just okay about being single, but having one would be really nice though. I hate having feelings for someone who don't have them back for me. I have a type im really attracted to which would be someone who loves to read, handsome, dresses nice, wears glasses, has great taste in music, smart and of course has a sweet personality. Curly hair is another thing I love :] I always wonder when & where I'll find this person. Just a matter of time & patience right? Ugh lately I wish I didn't have homework, I really want like a week off to relax, drink tea, watch tv, sleep in, read books and chill. So glad the holidays are coming soon though :3 Turkey day, Christmas, my birthday and a brand new year =]

i hate how there's so many things I need to do but so little time :/