Saturday, April 24, 2010
I've felt so uninspired lately. hmm not good. I need to keep going, moving on, and all I need is some good motivation. There are days when I am fully motivated and other days when I am not and then I don't feel like doing nothing. I also remember I used to be really good at things when I was younger... well I'm still young haha but you know what I mean, when I was a kid, I would be very good at almost everything, now it seems like I fail all the time, never good at certain things, but then again I think, I can't expect myself to be perfect, to be successful right away right? I need to practice, and work hard to achieve. I guess sometimes I just want things to be simple and easy all the time but it doesn't work that way. I miss being a kid, wandering around, having fun and not having a care in the world, not having any worries about the future and so on. I sometimes wonder what my future will be like? what I really care about right now, is always being happy. Thats all I want to be because I love being happy. Its such a wonderful feeling, smiling, laughing and your heart dancing inside you in a good way.
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