bleeding pandas...♥

Me with pandas somewhere in San Francisco :) gosh i love this city so much! I have a week left here, i want to get all my work/finals done by Monday at least so I can relax, have fun with my roommates and start packing on my last week. I'm also feeling a little better... , She & Him album Volume 2 has really been cheering me up... the songs fit perfectly of what I am going through which is so amazing and wierd but lovely because Zooey is singing and gosh how I love M.Ward too hehe. They make an amazing band, i just wished I could have been able to buy a ticket to one of their concerts but they're sold out :/ Today I walked to the music store and on the way I bumbed into a friend I hadnt seen since the beginning of the semester! so it was nice catching up on things and she accompanied me to the music store. I went to buy the Volume 1 of She& Him so I could have both albums =D ha! Now I am satisfied. oh oh I been watching Heroes! Season 1 & its awesome! and I am currently reading a book called The Bell Jar by Sylvia Plath. I had read this book about a year ago but I remember I didn't quite pay fully attention to it so I gave it another chance this time. Hasn't that happened to you? when u read and when you get done reading lets say a page...you ask yourself...what did I just read..? Cause you weren't paying attention...lol. Its wierd xD So I have to start over and read it again lol

I was afraid of this. didn't think it would happen.
all was so well. all was so nice. all was so happy.
all was fine...
then something changes, something in you,
its not you anymore, its someone completely unknown.
A stranger.
Cause he was different at first but then now he wont understand.
Had a heart having beat so fast from happiness then slowly faded until it started to break
and theres no happiness anymore. Words of a broken heart.


I am feeling a bit better now. Staying strong and well life just keeps going and better things are waiting ahead for me hopefully. I am now trying to stay focused especially now that I have finals. Which is a reason why I havent posted photos and such :/ Sorry to one of my favorite bloggers and follower from One of those things! I will be back soon :) Don't worry. I am excited to get back to being behind the lens and searching for the perfect spots to snap a photo with my film camera ^_^ I already have my next photoshoot set which hopefully will be next Sunday when I'll be home! So stay tuned and be patient hehe ^.^

♥ evelyn

Mothers Day ...♥

Happy Mother's day! I miss my mom very much but it is just two more weeks until I am home again for the summer! I can't wait. I'm really missing home right now...I think I am even feeling a little homesick which is weird because I been living away from home for 3 years... Well for Mother's Day I send my mom some beautiful flowers, of course not as beautiful as her hehe but she recieved them on Friday and was jumping in joy with happy tears in her eyes to see the flower delivery being from me. I was happy and excited myself :) It was great. She loved them very much. I hope she has a wonderful day today with my dad ^_^

I haven't been blogging for so long it feels. I also haven't been taking any photography lately, I feel like there isn't anything new to take pictures of here. I practically explored the whole city and have taken photos of almost every district there is here. haha. In the summer I'll be taking photos with Holga I am sure so instead of boring you with the same old San Francisco photos I'm sure you've had enough of, I'll be sharing photos of my hometown area and L.A area like the beaches, parks and etc :) I just can't wait to go home!! I am wishing these 2 weeks fly by so quickly! please please~! ♥

Under the stars..♥

will be seeing leo tonight.
am excited =]
we're having our date
dinner and movies.
i always miss him.
and getting to see him makes me happy!
<3

The boy in the striped pajamas

I cried and cried afterwards. Such a sad haunting movie. Left me thinking of the cruelty and the people who had no hearts to do such a thing in WWII. so evil. makes me mad that it happened. and with tears i laid in bed lost in thought with a deep sadness in the heart.

thoughts...♥

I've felt so uninspired lately. hmm not good. I need to keep going, moving on, and all I need is some good motivation. There are days when I am fully motivated and other days when I am not and then I don't feel like doing nothing. I also remember I used to be really good at things when I was younger... well I'm still young haha but you know what I mean, when I was a kid, I would be very good at almost everything, now it seems like I fail all the time, never good at certain things, but then again I think, I can't expect myself to be perfect, to be successful right away right? I need to practice, and work hard to achieve. I guess sometimes I just want things to be simple and easy all the time but it doesn't work that way. I miss being a kid, wandering around, having fun and not having a care in the world, not having any worries about the future and so on. I sometimes wonder what my future will be like? what I really care about right now, is always being happy. Thats all I want to be because I love being happy. Its such a wonderful feeling, smiling, laughing and your heart dancing inside you in a good way.

Photos Im loving...♥

a collection of my favorite tumblr photos by some very talented photographers. click photos for link :)